Ray Chamberlin was standing proudly beside his Number 5 car at the finish line, smiling for photographs. Another great NASCAR race win for him! Ray-ray and his magic Number 5 were always a winner!
Whatever Crosses My Mind: A Fiction and Poetry Blog
Friday, October 31, 2025
Racecar No. 5
Tuesday, September 16, 2025
The Cemetery Stalker
It was a hot summer afternoon; the first day of September. Ellie gathered some fresh red roses and white jasmine blooms from her yard, and took them to her Dad's grave in a local cemetery. She took her small golden terrier mix, Camille, with her. Once she'd placed the flowers on her Dad's grave, she sat down on the marker for awhile. She noticed a man in the distance. He waved at her, and yelled, "Hey! You have a nice dog!". It kind of shook her a little bit, but she tried to ignore it.
A few minutes later, the same man called to her again, from a different place in the cemetery. "Hey! You have a nice dog!"At this point, Ellie got up from where she was sitting in the grass on the marker, and thought she might take a walk in the cemetery, as she usually did when she visited her Dad's grave. It was then that the same man called to her a third time, from another place in the cemetery, and it dawned on her that he'd been moving in a circle around her in the cemetery.
She began walking quickly towards her parked car, and when she had gotten close to it, the man drove by her in his own car! He had the window rolled down, stuck his head out of the window, and said, "You have a nice dog! What's her name?"
Ellie was a little afraid by now; all she wanted was to get safely inside her car with Camille. But she answered, "Camille."
The silver-haired man smiled, and answered, "Oh, Camille.....", and drove past her.
Ellie breathed a sigh of relief, once she and Camille were safely inside their car, with the doors locked. Ellie sat there for a little while, and wondered if she should just go home now, rather than driving around to the small pond where there were ducks, a swan, and some geese, like she had planned earlier. She looked around, and she didn't see any more of the man who'd been watching her.
After a few more minutes had passed, convinced that the man was gone now, she decided that she would go around to the pond and have a walk with Camille. She parked the car, and sat there for a minute or two, and petted Camille, who was excited about getting out for their walk.
Right at the point that they were going to get out, Ellie noticed a car pulling into the space next to where she was parked. She realized that it was the man that had been following her around earlier in the cemetery, and that he was getting out of his car to approach her!
Ellie stayed in her car with Camille, and backed out of her parking place. She stopped behind the man's car just long enough to get his license tag number, and then drove away. As she did not know whether the man would follow her, she drove around in town for a bit, so that he did not follow her home.
As she was driving around town, she started thinking about the man's appearance, and how he had acted with her, and it horrified her to realize that she knew who he was! The past was coming back to haunt her......
Monday, July 21, 2025
77 to 99
Writer's note: I am in the process of reworking some old fragments of a story idea from some time back, that I originally posted installments under the title Midnight Sessions. Stay tuned for updates.....
77 to 99
Just a few hours before, Samantha Monroe's life had been turned upside down, when she'd discovered her lover, Alex Maxwell, leader of the 77, dead following an execution-style murder. More importantly for all of the elite 77(Samantha included), their leader had been killed. Because of Samantha's personal relationship with Alex, she very well knew that a contract was out on her, too.
From what she had observed at the time, she instantly knew who had ordered the hit on Alex. It had the equally elite 99's signature all over it. It was like they had left a bloody calling card for her....and the rest of the 77.In addition, she knew about the long-standing intense rivalry between Alex and the head of the 99, a man named Jason Masters. But Samantha knew that their rivalry might just be the key to her survival.
Jason heard the doorbell as he was working on his computer and quickly switched to the security camera feed in his office. He stared at the screen with amazement when he saw Samantha standing there.
"Well, I'll be damned.", he muttered, as he mashed the end of the cigarette that he was smoking into a monogrammed silver ashtray. But his eyes darkened, and he gave just the hint of a smile.
Obviously his security detail would have stopped her and searched her before they let her pass. He was just surprised they hadn’t escorted her to the door.
He opened the door on the chain and saw one of his men standing at the side.
Taking the chain off, he opened the door wider, nodded to the man, then invited Samantha inside. He even stepped slightly aside, so that she could enter the room.
“Well, Miss Monroe, you took a chance by coming here. You do not lack courage."” he said. “You are fortunate to still be among the living. I gave orders to shoot on sight. I'll have to speak with my men about just exactly why that command wasn't honored, later."
He let his eyes roam over her body appreciatively. "But I can see, in this case, why they hesitated."
"Really, Jason?", she queried lightly. "Maybe they thought there was information to be gleaned by not simply killing me. Surely you can't think that their head was turned by a redheaded witch, can you now? That would be....well.....unthinkable, wouldn't it, Jason?" She reached out with a scarlet-tipped finger, and traced lightly along his jawline.
“I assume they searched you before they brought you to my office door ?” ,Jason said, as his icy blue eyes flickered at her.
Oh, I don’t think I need to do that Samantha” he laughed. “If you had had so much as a penknife on you, you wouldn’t be standing here now “He gestured her to go and sit down.
"If you say so, Jason.", she replied.
“So why did you take the risk of coming here ?”, Jason asked.
Samantha could tell from his expression that he was truly puzzled by her appearance. In a way, that was good news. It meant that he simply thought of her as Alex's mistress. She studied his face a little bit as she decided what words to say to answer him. Jason Masters was quite handsome, with his silver hair and blue eyes and chiseled jawline, in quite a different way that Alex Maxwell had been, with his dark hair and eyes. One was ice; the other fire.
As she settled into the chair that he motioned her towards, her sharp emerald eyes met his in an unwavering gaze, and she answered, "Self-preservation."
Her eyes flickered, making them look a shade darker, and she added, "Sure you don't want to search for yourself, Jason,? For the weapon, I mean. Why, if not, I might think that you trust me."
“Well,I suppose I could call the guys in and tell them to search you again in front of me, Samantha” he said. “I’m sure they would do a thorough search, exploring all the possible hiding places” he added, giving her a sardonic grin.
Samantha gave him the hint of a frosty smile, although the light of it never reached her emerald eyes.
She nodded, and agreed, "I suppose you could do that, if you want to, Jason but that's kind of like having boys do a man's job, isn't it? "
At that point his face was unreadable, except for a clenched jaw.
" I promise you that I carry no conventional weapons anywhere on me. Search all you like."
Jason walked behind her chair and reached down to cup her breasts.
“Perhaps not conventional weapons, sweet Samantha” he murmured in her ear, squeezing her nipples “but these could cause a lot of problems if a guy wasn’t paying attention.”
Samantha squirmed a little in her chair; just enough so that her breasts were pressed more firmly within his grasp.
"Really, Jason??", she asked in a soft voice. "You honestly think that I could cause trouble for you?"
She laughed lightly, adding, "Are you paying attention, Jason?"
“Oh, I’m paying attention all right, Samantha.” Jason said ,squeezing her breasts. "“With a body like this I can see how you were able to get close enough to a person to become so successful in your former profession.”
"Former profession?? How's that, Jason?", Samantha queried, even as she squirmed while he massaged her breasts. "There's nothing former about it.", she assured him. "I don't know where you could have gotten that idea."
"So....did you still want your men to search me? I thought you might want to do it for yourself."
“Oh, come on now,Samantha. There's really no need for such pretense between us.”, Jason said. “Everybody in my 99 knows that you were one of the top hit people in Alex's 77. Word on the street is that it was true until Alex decided you were more valuable elsewhere....like in his bed.” Jason paused, then added, “However, we can discuss that later.”
"Alright, Jason.....if you'd like.", Samantha agreed. "It's your dime."
He reached for the zipper at the back of her plush green dress and began to slowly pull it down. “All that talk about you wanting me to search you has got me wanting to take you up on the offer.”
She kicked off the green stilettos into the floor of his office.Wednesday, January 22, 2025
The Silver Hairbrush
I am a silver hairbrush, passed down since the Roaring Twenties thru the Franco family. I was lagniappe when Sam Franco and his new wife, Zoe, ordered the latest and greatest concoction at notorious speakeasy, The Cotton Club, where Sam and Zoe were frequent patrons. The drink was named The Silver Hairbrush. All the ladies were presented a sterling silver hairbrush with their drink. I was Zoe's lagniappe. This is my story.
I led an interesting life, belonging to Zoe. I know a lot of sorted details about the Francos. If only hairbrushes could talk....
What kinds of things, might you ask. Things like Zoe came from money and status; Sam not so much. Things like Zoe was a lot of the creativity behind Sam, only he got all of the credit. I never did understand why he didn't want any of the light shining on her. After all, he chose her. Zoe's family turned on her over Sam. That rift was never repaired.
My time with Zoe ended shortly before she died in a mysterious sanitarium fire in the North Carolina mountains. A lot of other people died then, too....almost all of them were women, who were there in large part because they hadn't adhered properly to societal norms of the time. It sure helped Sam out that she was imprisoned there; great way to keep her quiet.
It seemed to me as though Zoe knew that her time was soon at hand, as she gave me to her daughter, Samantha, one sunny afternoon when she had visited with Sam. It was the last time that I was Zoe's hairbrush. I now belonged to Samantha. Samantha left me in a dark drawer for the longest time after Zoe's death, but the day finally came when she took me out, and began to brush her silken hair with me. She never had me out when anyone else was around, and she would never really discuss Zoe or Sam with anyone. Strangely enough, no one dared ask her too much about her parents. Decades later, she was finally convinced to make a concise statement about them, but she really didn't divulge anything of import. Zoe, Sam, and Samantha's secrets would remain with me, the silver hairbrush.
Friday, May 24, 2024
My name is Davis Lambeth. I have a cousin who was in the Marines during the Vietnam War, and who subsequently died from exposure to Agent Super Orange, one of the Rainbow herbicides used during that era. I also have a cousin who worked for a military contractor and helped design these same biological and chemical warfare agents. I cannot fathom how a person with a PHD in Organic Chemistry would choose to use that incredible knowledge to develop such a warfare agent. Go figure.
Sunday, May 19, 2024
The Dark Lady's Death
At approximately 8 in the morning, on Friday, May 19, 1536, Queen Anne Boleyn, the second wife of King Henry Tudor VIII, was executed on the tower green of The Tower of London. Her brother, George, along with several other nobles loyal to Anne, had been executed two days earlier. She witnessed their executions from the room where she was held prisoner.
Anne was 29 years old, and it was her birthday. Her crime had been that the king had tired of her, and that she had not produced a male heir. Political alliances fueled the flame of her demise, as the king had been more than willing to believe the worst of her when it was told to him. The irony of it for Henry is that he murdered his unborn male heir along with Anne, as he had not believed her when she told him that she was carrying his son.
Anne was called many names by those who hated her: The Night Crow, The Great Whore, The King's Whore among them. Her physical appearance was denigrated, and it was said that she must have bewitched the king, as it was the only way that Henry would have married her.
"And I require of you, if you meddle in my cause, judge the best."---- Anne Boleyn
Monday, July 17, 2023
The Night The Church Burned
My name is Rose, and I am one of the remaining churchgoers who were attacked that fiery night, by narrow-minded men filled with hate and fear. But they wanted US to be afraid.
They were men of power, at least here. The sheriff, the bank president, a minister or two; those who owned and ran the town. We all knew who they were, even as they hid behind white masks.
It wasn't any different than any other church gathering,, for most of us. We were here to celebrate, and to sing, and to give thanks and worship.
We had heard that a special guest of some kind or other hadn't shown up. But there wasn't really time to give much thought to that, because in what seemed like a flash, windows were being broken by flaming torches thrown thru them. We heard gunshots, men yelling. We scattered, trying to get out of the old church building before it was engulfed in flames. The smell of burning flesh, people screaming as they were set on fire. The men who attacked us, they actually grabbed church members, doused them in gasoline and struck a match to them. Some of them actually laughed about doing it. They hurled racial slurs at us while they did it. I myself am glad that I will never understand the kind of person who could do that.
I was blessed, myself, that I only had a burned arm and leg, a few cuts and bruises, at least as far as physical wounds go. But I lost family and friends in the fire. There isn't a price tag you can put on the cost of that.
Over that night, the whole church burned to the ground. It smouldered for days.
It was only later that we learned that there were other churches that were done like we were, too.
Freedom Summer, that's what they call that summer of 1964, now. That, and some project or other.
I forget the name....but I'll never forget the summer, long as I live.
Racecar No. 5
Ray Chamberlin was standing proudly beside his Number 5 car at the finish line, smiling for photographs. Another great NASCAR race win for ...
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Writer's note: I am in the process of reworking some old fragments of a story idea from some time back, that I originally posted insta...
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